Hi, everyone! This is my first journal entry. As opposed to many first journal entries which would probably consist of something fangirl related, in this journal entry, I would like to simply express myself about life and school. But first, some background..
I'm currently in my last year of high school and let's just say that this is the most crucial year of all for me- it decides whether or not I can get scholarships if I'm considering them and whether or not I get into my desired college etc etc
I made DeviantArt and Tumblr during the first two months of this year. I never perceived my art as something that would ever be appreciated by hundreds of you guys. So I just wanna thank you guys for that. I decided that I needed a platform to show my art. My art has always been stagnant. No improvements or change in styles and it frustrated me.
So during the end of last year, I decided to make a more serious art based Instagram account. And I realized that these social media sites are what pushed me to improve better as an artist and a visual thinker.
I even started to make those comics for R9kElsa and more fanarts for Elsanna. I was really happy on Tumblr and I basically transferred them to DeviantArt which made me happier. My art was finally recognized- even though very few, I was still happy... until recently..
Basically the big exam for this year is coming in 3 months and I'm not the only one being a whole nervous wreck on not being prepared enough. I'm honestly just stressed but I wouldn't say that I'm as stressed as others. It's the type where where ever you go or whatever you do- all you can think about is the big exam coming in 3 months. Because of this, I've cut all my production in art and I can see a big decrease in not followers but maybe just interest in my art.
And actually, I really can comprehend where everyone is coming from. The art I'm producing currently is basically crap compared to the ones I made much earlier this year. So, I feel that I need a break from art, focus on my studies and when I'm done with the poopload, I shall resume in art-ing. And not just any ordinary crap art, good quality art that my follower's deserve.
p.s. i made fanfics early this year and because i was arting so much, i'm on such a long hiatus and now that the big exams comin'- i dont think there's such thing as fanfics from me anymore so oh well hcutdxkutcujtcfu